I haven't blogged for what seems like ages. Life changes have occurred, time has passed, new friends have been made, and new territories explored. Not for one beautiful, short second did I feel like I was missing out on what was once an enormous part of my life. I have no idea why, or why not. I don't particularly care, nor do I ever wonder 'what if'. I think that's a big thing in life. If you leave a situation thinking about a potential future with that thing or person, you might never have that closure. It slowly eats at you, and you might never have the opportunity to find out if you made the right decision. I recently came into a situation where I was unwilling to live with the 'what if' so much so that my inability to be complacent, and accept the way things are led me to initiate a potentially life-altering process. How I arrive in these situations, no one will ever know (not even me), but I will embrace my random life and let things unfold as they may.
